Oh I'm SO sorry to hear that
Even the best do this sort of thing- at a dance competition (and dancers generally only face "front", even more so than skaters try to face judges) one of our teams BEST dancers got disoriented during her solo (we were in a basketball arena, not on a stage) and did the entire dance facing backwards. She ended up getting 2nd place, a huge bummer since it was for a $5,000 scholarship.
But it showed us that everyone, even the best make mistakes. And it taught me to practice my program from every possible "side" on our rink!